Week 28: Apparently My Morning Face Looks Somewhat Murderous

5 Questions: 

1) What do you mean about iPads "finally knowing"?  I've not heard anything.  Are you going to be purchasing your iPad?  How soon do we need to have the money in your account?  Where would I have heard this news?

2) What aversion do you have to treats?  I didn't think I'd sent so much.

3) Are there any other tops/skirts we want sent?  I noticed your minty missionary skirt is in the closet in your room.  Do you want that one or the camel/tan one?

4) Did I tell you Vitaly G. was just called to your mission?  I can't remember.  He's headed to the MTC in July.

5) Any more thoughts on sending home winter gear?  I think that might be the easiest way to deal with your clothes.

Did you not get an email from the mission....? Because you should have.... I'll talk to the office missionaries and make sure that they've got the right email for you.....cause....yeah. Basically, I don't know the answers to any of the questions you asked about the iPads so hopefully that email does.

2. I guess I don't have an aversion to treats at all. haha they're fine. Last week I think I was feeling sick and didn't think about the repercussions of asking you not to send treats ever again. 

3. I would love both of those skirts. Basically, I'm realizing that the majority of my clothing is very winter/cold-weather appropriate. And what with the humidity here, I'm imagining that I will want some lighter clothing here pretty soon....but at this point I can't remember what exactly I left so I'm afraid I can't give you specifics. 

4. Yes you did. And this last week, on Tuesday, I talked to Elder B who is also from PG. I told him another one just got called to our mission, and he was pretty excited. haha

5. I guess I could send it home...what would be the best way to do that?

First off, before I forget, next week I won't email on Monday, but on Tuesday. WE'RE GOING TO THE TEMPLE!!!! So P-day will be on Tuesday. We are so excited. Once again, it is a blessed dispensation/transfer so we get to go to the Nauvoo temple. I can't even tell you how stoked I am. For everyone reading this who has a temple within three hours of their home, GO! You don't realize how much you love the temple until you're a missionary and you're only allowed to go every three transfers. Just sayin'.

Second, I'm not sure what to say about this week.

I'm still learning, every day, every week, that I am an imperfect being and I make the same mistakes over and over again. And part of the repentance process is forsaking your sins--abandoning them. But, Heavenly Father will NEVER give up on us. No matter how many times I mess up, He will always be there, ready to give me another chance. And we are SO blessed to have that opportunity, and the knowledge of that opportunity. The Atonement truly is the greatest event that has ever happened in the entire history of the world. It touches the greatest amount of people--everyone who has lived, is living, or will yet live--and lasts for the longest amount of time--forever. It is an infinite sacrifice (Alma 34:11); it applies in every single moment of every single person's life on the earth.

There is nothing we can do that will make that gift not there. It has always been available and will always be available. But, it is up to us to accept that gift and to utilize it in our lives. We have been given our agency, the ability to choose, and God will not force anything upon us--including the one thing that will bring us back to Him. It is up to us to apply the healing power of the Atonement and come unto Christ, with full purpose of heart (2 Nephi 31:13), willing to give up our sins and turn to Christ with a perfect brightness of hope (2 Nephi 31:20). And I know that is true. He wants us to come back to Him, and He will do everything in His power to bring us back--as long as we let Him. It is my hope that each of may evaluate our lives and do everything we can each day to "try a little harder to be a littler better" (President Gordon B. Hinckley).

I love the restored of Gospel of Jesus Christ. I know it is the one thing that brings us thee most happiness in life, and I know God will not force it upon us. Each of us must choose to take it into our hearts and truly live it in order to receive each and every one of the promised blessings that Heavenly Father has for us.

Todo Mi Amor,

Tu Hija y Amiga,

Hermana DeBuck

Week 27: "What IS that? A Potion?" "A Smoothie...."

5 Questions:

1) How are your shoes holding up?  Boots still keeping your feet warm and dry?

2) Did I tell you Aubrie B. (from the 3rd ward) was getting married in June?  Do you remember her from camp?

3) In case I never told you, THANK YOU for doing all the hard work on scholarships without me!  I just sat down with Cameron to do the essay for one.  Yikes!  You'd think I was burning him with hot coals. I guess that one wasn't really a question.  Oh well.

4) I found two new undershirts.  Do you want me to send them now, or wait a few more weeks.  They are short sleeved.

5) How are things going with your newest Companion, now that you've been together  couple of weeks?

1. The new boots are great! haha unfortunately the snow is practically melted and it feels like spring time, but they're awesome! I will be very glad for them next winter, I promise you that. [I am so glad this winter wasn't a polar vortex like last winter....that was my biggest/most prominent fear with this mission call.]

2. No you didn't tell me. But yes I remember her. She's into Harry Potter, therefore I like her. haha but if I remember correctly, wasn't she Bellatrix or Prof. Trelawney for Halloween one year? Tell her congratulations for me please! Thanks (:

3. You're welcome. Basically I just didn't want to have to have a job during school....at least for the first year.

4. If you could send them, that would be great. And if it's not too much trouble, can I bother you to send a few of the shirts I have? I'm realizing that I have a lot of long sleeved shirts and now that it's getting warmer....I think I'll want some short sleeved shirts too. But I don't want you to have to send me a package every transfer mom. It's expensive! No rush, really. Also, haha you don't need to send me candy every time. Like, don't. Please. [DO send: I know I have a black/white striped shirt, light blue shirt, and i think a purple shirt that are all short sleeves. Could you send those? It'd be much appreciated.]

5. It's going well! Hermana Araujo is like the sister I never had in that we don't get along super well sometimes but we still always love each other. We're learning to communicate because we communicate in different ways--not bad, just different. Well, I probably communicate badly. haha but it's a work in progress. It's good though, overall.

First off: I am so grateful that EVERYONE in the Illinois Chicago West mission is/strives to be exactly obedient. Just saying.

Second: Wow. I'm tired. I don't even know what happened this week.... So let's make a list:

1. In a study room of the Bloomington library, we taught a four-fingered man who LOVES the Bible.

2. A woman we taught was kinda sort of deaf and I was sitting just too far away from her (I guess) so I basically yelled anything I wanted to say during the lesson.

3. Hermana Araujo kind of told me I sound like a Mexican. Woohoo!

4. We're going to teach Julia how to read. She was so excited that she was almost sweating. I'm so excited too.

5. We ate at a place called Windy City Weiners today and got chili cheese dogs. I think I still prefer Weinerschnitzel but it was good.

6. It's finally spring time! I mean, it was 51 degrees Fahrenheit this weekend! it was amazing. Like, I don't even need to wear a coat nor leggings. Glorious I tell you. (:

7. I still think talking to drunk people is one of the funniest things we get to do as missionaries. Sometimes it's weird, but sometimes it's funny.

8. Sister Goodman in Bloomington 1st ward, is my new role model. She's so happy and positive and kind all the time. She told us about this process she does of mental self evaluation basically anytime she has a mean thought. "Is this thought harming me and my spiritual growth? Is it bringing me closer to the Savior or taking me further from Him?" It's brilliant. She ought to write a book. (: haha she's lovely. Plus, she's from Louisiana and has a cute accent.

9. I finished my first chapstick and my first pen this week. The next pen I used is basically an exact replica of the first so no problems there. But the new chapstick I was using made my lips feel swollen. Oh man. No bueno.

10. I guess I could update you on my own personal pride cycle. Okay. So, let's face it: I'm a prideful human being. But I have accomplished the first step of repentance: recognition. And now I'm working on doing the actual changing. But I think I'm getting better at noticing right away that I need to change my behavior. The hard part is making the change right then and forgetting about whatever happened. Luckily, mi companera is very patient with me, and also forgiving. She's amazing I tell you. Of course we have our differences but at the end of the day, those don't matter. We're both here to work, we're both daughters of a Heavenly Father, and we're sisters. So the biggest thing I'm working on is just forgetting the things that bother me or irritate me or anger me and focusing on what's most important: saving souls. And that's what I've been told all along but I was so prideful that I didn't even recognize that I had a problem and the truth hurts (1 Nephi 16:2) but now I am very intent to keep Satan out of my head and stop letting him control me. I am in control of my own thoughts and my emotions and my body, not him. And as I learn to rely on the Savior, I know I can overcome any temptation that comes my way.

One thing I learned this morning: while I was studying obedience, I read 1 Nephi 3:7. I know you know it:"for I know that the Lord giveth no commandment unto the children of men save he shall prepare a way for them that they may accomplish the thing which he commandeth" [or something  like that] 

What I learned this morning is that God will "prepare a way" in two different manners:

1. You are able to be obedient to the commandment

2. You try to be obedient put give in to temptation and do not, accept and use the Atonement, repent, and try again. You repeat this process until you are able to keep the commandment.

And that was just beautiful to me! I know God wants me to be humble so that I may be a better instrument in His hands. And although I may not succeed the first time, I know that He will provide a way for me to be humble in the end. All I have to do is give it my all, and I know he will provide a way.

Unfortunately, I am about 50 pages behind in my Book of Mormon reading challenge. ....oops. But you know what, I think it's because I've been trying to study more for my investigators. And of course I always learn things from the Book of Mormon and usually something for them, but I think it might be better this way. I'll just have to read like 100 pages today. haha (I wish I could just read the Book of Mormon all day. That's going on the bucket list.) (:

I know the Gospel's true. This is the restored Church of Jesus Christ and He is at the head. He works through living prophets and apostles and I am so excited for General Conference. I know we will hear the voice of the Lord as we listen to His chosen servants. I know that Joseph Smith was foreordained to be the prophet of this dispensation. Through him, Jesus Christ restored His Gospel to the earth once more, never to be taken again. I know that the Book of Mormon is the word of God because it has changed my life. It truly is the tool to gather scattered Israel in these latter days. I know that through the Atonement of my Brother and Savior, Jesus Christ, my weaknesses can be made strengths (Ether 12:27) so that I am able to fulfill every command that He gives me (1 Nephi 3:7).

Todo Mi Amor,

Tu Hija y Amiga,

Hermana DeBuck

Week 26: It's Official: I've Become My Mother

5 Questions:

1)    Do you remember taking a tour of USU before deciding to go there?  Or did you decide to go there and then tour the campus?  I couldn't remember this weekend, as Cameron has decided and we finally got to go tour it. 

2)    Any memory of what kind of "fun money" budget you had at school last year?

3)    Did you remember it was Dad's birthday this past week?  He loved the book--and has been reading it all weekend.

4)    Can you believe Daylight Savings Time is beginning NEXT Sunday already?!?

5)    What is your typical procedure to send photos/email to us each P-Day?  Where do you go?  How long do you have?

Those are some good lookin' parents! Glad to see Dad still can't smile when a camera is near, but at least he's looking at the lens. Baby steps right? haha and momma your glasses make you look extra smart! I mean, not that you need any help....haha it always was a little weird getting a new prescription of glasses for me too. Takes some getting used to.

1. I think I had already decided because it was going to be the cheapest option for me. Then we went in the spring for SOAR or whatever it was. I think I did tour U of U before I decided though...just because we were already in Salt Lake or something. Clearly it didn't really affect my decision.

2. In reality, I don't think I gave myself a budget. I started out with one, but I don't think I stuck with it--I know, it's terrible. Basically I didn't spend a ton of money except for on food; that was almost everything. If we went to dinner as roommates or something, I didn't have a problem with that. I think I just limited it to once a week MAX. And just tried to be conscientious of my money. Sorry that doesn't help a ton.

3. I remembered it was Dad's birthday on Dad's birthday because it's on the calendar. Unfortunately I couldn't do much about it the day of....so HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPI!! Glad you like the book. I'll be honest, when I bought it, I had relatively little idea what it was actually about. So I'm glad it's handy and not useless.

4. No. It feels like just last month was Daylight Savings....because it messes up our Area Book Planner app. And it feels like that just happened...but I guess not.

5. Usually we go to the church in the afternoon, around 2 or so, because we've finished cleaning and shopping and laundry and whatnot. Today is different though, which I will talk about more later on.

First off, this week I turned into a complete sobbing blubbering baboon. And while there are multiple causes for this outcome, there is only one I will be mentioning at this time: I have been so very prideful. And it's gotten me into trouble, and will continue to do so unless I do something about it.

Hence, I have done quite a bit of self-evaluation. And I have come to a variety of conclusions:
1. I have terrible communication skills, and the way in which I do manage to communicate is not a way people are used to.

2. I detest making decisions, which is in fact a life skill. Ergo, I need to develop said skill.

3. I need to be more humble. I need to accept when I am in the wrong, accept the constructive criticism and run with it, apply it. I need to be willing to change and improve so that I can be the missionary Heavenly Father wants me to be.
4. I need to stop taking things so personally; this would avoid a lot of confusion.
5. I need to show more emotion so that I can be properly understood. [Remember when Grandma and Grandpa gave me my Escort for my birthday? And Grandpa thought I didn't like it? yeah, that's basically what happens. I truly am excited but I don't do a very good job of acting like it....sorry again Grandpa.]
6. I need to forget myself and go to work--24/7. If I do this, everything else will (hypothetically) fall into place.

As you can tell, this is quite the list. And becoming humble--for me--is quite the process. So I'm beginning with just one of these issues and hopefully the rest will follow. Until that time, there will
most likely be continued confusion and irritation. And I'm not sure what else I can do about it. I guess only time will tell.

On a happier note, Bishop found Mary's membership record number! What a miracle. Now the process to get her re-baptized will get going, I think. She was so excited to tell us. It was awesome.

We have seen so many miracles already! I think I said that last week, but it's still true! Hermana Araujo is an amazing missionary, and just wants to work hard. It's inspiring, really. I've been thinking that I have been SO blessed to have such old (with regard to the mission) companions. Because when it gets down to crunch time, all they want to do is work. And of course I want to as well, but with companions like this it's just so much better. I can't really explain it.

This morning, while studying, I found this scripture, in Proverbs 28:25:
He that is of a proud heart stirreth up strife: but he that putteth his trust in the Lord shall be made fat.

So the goal is, by the end of my mission, to be fat. Maybe this is one reason so many missionaries put on weight while serving. They're just putting their trust in the Lord! haha (but for real)

I know the Gospel's true! If it wasn't, you can bet I wouldn't be here freezing my body parts off. But it is. Joseph Smith is a prophet called of God, and through him Christ restored His true Church to the earth once more. The Book of Mormon is another testament of Jesus Christ and allows us to know more fully our Elder Brother and Savior. I receive strength every day as I study from its pages, and I know you can too. I know that through the Atonement, we truly can be made perfect and become at one with God--we just have to put forth a little effort first, and He'll make up the rest. I love this Gospel and I wouldn't be me without it.

Todo Mi Amor,

Tu Hija y Amiga,

Hermana DeBuck

Week 25: No Title This Week

5  Questions:

1) Did the Valentine's Package make it yet?

2) Is it snowing or just cold?  Or it's so cold, the moisture doesn't really matter now?

3) How's the new companion?  Have you learned anything about her yet?  Sis Israelson's mom said Emily had been comps with your comp too...fun connections!

4) Did you get my little letter in answer to your questions for me?  I hoped I didn't send it too late for you to get it.  And THANKS for writing to your brother!  President A asked him today if he was writing to you....good thing he could answer honestly.  ;)

5) Do you have much interaction with the other missionaries, elders or sister in your mission?  Of just your district in Normal?

1. Yes. Thank you very much momma!

2. As of right now it's just cold--though tomorrow is supposed to be hot: 35 degrees F! But Hermana Araujo told me today that winter here (according to the locals) usually only lasts through February [I was expecting something like Utah where it'll snow in March sometimes, but it sounds like not this year...] anyway, winter is practically over so that's good. The gloves I've been using have holes in the finger tips and Walmart didn't have any gloves today....so I'll be glad when it's just rainy. Hermana Araujo said the March weather is fun. I'm excited.

One thing I cannot figure out is how the humidity here works. I mean, if it's more humid, why are my hands so dry!? It makes no sense to me....but somehow that's how it is.

3. She's great! So Hermana Araujo is half Mexican and half Nicaraguan. She's probably the most adorable person of all time (she's like a doll, for real) because she's short and cute. She's also SUPER good with people. I love talking to members with her (well, I really just stand there and nod) because she just makes people feel important and special. That is a talent, I tell you what.

4. I did, thanks again. I put all my paper stuff in a flat rate today so I'll probably send it next week. Could you let me know again what the balance is on my card? I'm mostly just curious.

5. We actually do, but I think it's not very normal. It's really just because we work in three wards, so we interact with the Elders at MCMs and at church meetings, and then district meeting. So we know B2 and B1 Elders pretty well, and then the zone leaders (not in our district but see them at church) and the Pontiac Elders (in district but we don't see them on Sundays) we don't know as well. And then if we talk about the mission as a whole: everyone calls Peoria a black hole. Because you know next to no one from the other stakes (because we're so far away from everyone else). So we only interact with the other district in our zone and the other zone in the stake at zone meetings/conferences, and we have exchanges once a transfer with the hermana training leaders [one thing that's cool b/c we're in Peoria is that we get to blitz the town: both hermana training leaders come down here so we have two sets of hermanas for 24 hours. Everywhere else, one companion goes to the other companionship's area. But we can't do that because we're in Peoria. haha] So overall, we have very little interaction with other missionaries, but because we personally work with three wards, we work with the elders here on a regular basis. I'm excited though because we have a mission-wide conference in March! Woohoo! haha it's gonna be awesome.

I don't have much to say, so I thought I'd send some pictures instead. (:

The mission's good.

The Gospel's true.

The Book is blue.

And I'm gonna take a giant long nap in about 13 months.

Todo mi Amor!

-Hermana DeBuck

Because this is necessary when serving in Normal.

graffiti in Bloomington

self-explanatory

 

 Hermana DeBuck with her new companion, Hermana Araujo!

Week 24: The 2nd Great Commandment: Love Your Próximo

5 Questions:

1) Did the packages get to you?

2) Were you transferred this week then?

3) Did you get a new companion?  If yes, please give details.

4) Did the members treat you to dinner for Valentine's Day?

5) Is it getting any warmer there?  It is crazy warm here.  I'm worried about water in the summer...I hope we have enough in the reservoirs to make it through.  The mountains look like it should be May, not February.

1. I got the boots--my toes have never been warmer--but not the other one. I'm guessing it'll probably get brought/sent down tomorrow for transfers. Thanks in advance!
2. Well, I'll get to this in a moment.
3. Yes. Once again, all shall be revealed with time...
4. Nope.
5. No, no, definitely not. (Name that movie.) It's still freezing. Somedays, I think I may just die. [that is a slight exaggeration, just so you know; I don't want you to worry too much.]

Alright. So in district meeting this week, we were talking about finishing strong (or something to that effect) and Elder Bise asked if anyone had done cross country running--one raised his hand. Anyway,
the point was the strategy when you run for long distances. Elder Rowley said the average person can run 3 more miles than they think they can; you just have to get over that awkward stage and push
through it.

Well, I am here to tell you that that is TRUE! I have officially made it three days longer than I thought I could with just one P-day. Just in case ya'll were wondering.

Now, as for transfers: let me tell you a story....
It's Valentine's Day in the year of our Lord two thousand and fifteen, and the dynamic duo of Hermana Grant & Hermana DeBuck are in for the evening, fulfilling their hour of language study during the less productive hour of eight o' clock to nine in the evening. Suddenly, the dread phone rings. The caller ID reads "AP Elder 2". It is the moment we've been anticipating: transfer calls. We pick up and exchange courtesies, then get down to business--to defeat the huns.

Elder Blackner asks us what we think is going to happen to us. We reply, "Well, we're pretty sure Hermana DeBuck is leaving, but we're hoping we get put in a trio so we can stay together."

A brief pause and then, "What would you say if I told you neither of those things was happening?"

"We would be very surprised." *awkward laughter*

"Then prepared to be surprised because, Hermana Grant, you're going to Wheaton!"

All is still for two heartbeats and then a faint "what" escapes her throat. A stupor of thought prevails in the mind of Hermana DeBuck as she struggles to comprehend the significance of what she has just
heard.

Then, again, Elder Blackner's voice: "Hermana Grant, your companion will be Hermana Lopez, where you'll be an Hermana Training Leader."

This time, a much louder "what" manages to make its way out of Hermana Grant's voice box. And the reality of what is happening settles firmly on the companionship. Logistics are discussed and information exchanged, through which Elder Blackner finds out that Hermana Grant actually only has one transfer more--the same as Hermana Lopez. Elder Blackner tells the Hermanas he'll check with President (who would have made this call but had other "pressing matters" to attend to...) and then get back to us.

26 agonizing minutes later, the phone once again rings aloud.

Elder Blackner says, "Change of plans: Hermana Grant, you'll still be an Hermana Training Leader, but you'll be going to Arlington Heights to be with Hermana Sewell, who still has another transfer after you."

In the end, this is what's happening:
-- Hermana Grant is going back to Arlington Heights where she will be an Hermana Training Leader; fortunately, this is the set of HTLs our area is assigned to, so she and Hermana Sewell (who was just here last week) will be back here this transfer for exchanges.

-- I will be staying in my lovely home of Bloomington-Normal for at least another six weeks. My new companion's name is Hermana Araujo.  However, I know next to nothing about her, save only that she's a latina, so I imagine my espanol skills will sky rocket. (: I'll give you more information when I have it.

Also, the next P-day is in 4 days, so I am just not motivated at all to write anything else. Sorry. I still love you. And I still know this Gospel is true.

Con Todo Mi Amor, Tu Hija y Amiga, Hermana DeBuck

Here is her district...looks like a fun crowd!

Week 23: Eres Un Enviado de Dioses

5 Questions:

1) Did the boots get to you yet?  Please let me know when you get them.

2) Same question, different package--the Valentine's package from me. I think it was supposed to be there Wednesday.

3) I finally found a copy of the study guide for Jesus the Christ. Did you want your own copy?  Or just access to the family's?

4) Have you ever noticed the descriptions of Pharisees and Sadducees (especially in Jesus the Christ) sound like they could be describing political parties--especially in Utah?  Maybe it is just me....I couldn't get the thought out of my head as I read that chapter this week.

5) When will transfer week be this month?  Any sense of going or staying?  Just curious.

1. Nope. But we've got zone training tomorrow (so might get them tomorrow if they got to the office today) and exchanges this week, so I could ask the Hermana Training Leaders to watch for a package for me.

2. Nope. Same answer as above.

3. Yes! Is it via electronic device...? Or what? But yes, I would love that.

4. Also, yes! And the only thing they have in common is that they don't like Jesus....crazies. [I love Jesus the Christ though. It's amazing.]

5. Okay so here's what's happening: due to some meetings on internet proselyting for mission presidents that will be held in Salt Lake, President will be in Utah the first part of next week--which is when transfers would be. But, since he won't be here, transfers have been moved to the end of next week, I think to the 20th of February. So our next P-day will be a Thursday, about ten days (?) from now, so don't expect an email from me until then. Regarding what's happening to me next transfer, I'm pretty sure I'm going, but that's just the vibe I'm getting.

Awesome! Tell Maddie & Brytni congratulations for me! They're going to be fantastic full-time missionaries.

Speaking of Mr. Wilcock (our fantastic choir teacher at the high school), we had dinner last night with the Thayn's, in Bloomington 1st, and Sister Thayn said that she grew up in the same town as Mr. Wilcock. I don't know what her maiden name is, but she said she was good friends with his sister....so that was kind of random.

Also, the Thayn's are awesome. Their two girls, who are 8 and 11 I believe, LOVE Harry Potter. It was so fun, and I just felt like I was at home. It was great. They went to Harry Potter World over Christmas break; I will admit I am slightly jealous....but it sounds like they had a blast (and drank plenty of  butter beer. which is a necessity.)

Hna Grant has a goal to sing all of the Spanish hymns, so we sing one every morning at the beginning of companionship study, and guess what today was: Love at Home. I expressed my dislike of the song to her yesterday, so you can imagine what the kniving woman put me through this morning....in case you can't imagine, this is what happened: as we read in the White Handbook, she inserted "love at home" at every possible segment. Needless to say, I was not "feeling the love" afterwards--JK, we were pretty much dying with laughter by the end.

So this week was pretty bad numbers-wise, but we first-contacted a boatload of people. Seriously. 18 people two days in a row, and then 6 on Sunday (when we had only been out for 50 minutes). So I'm pretty happy with that. Plus, Saturday, we actually made an effort to switch every door/person and it wasn't deathly terrifying! And I survived! So it turns out I am capable of talking to people. So that was great. I officially have a testimony of tracting. Even if we didn't really get any new investigators (or lessons, for that matter) out of it, it just felt so good to fulfill that part of our calling, to talk to everyone. Oh, it was awesome.

The reason we were so on top of it is because of our zone's focus this month: "forget yourself and go to work". As a part of that, they've kind of created something called Peoria 10/7, which means that the Peoria (East) zone is going to contact 10 people every day (per companionship), seven days a week. And they did that math: it figures out to approximately 2070 people contacted in the month (or what was left of the month when we started). So it's gonna be pretty epic. We're stoked.

Saturday, Bishop Goodman asked us to give talks, so we did that yesterday.... I was assigned Charity (from the Christlike attributes chapter in PMG); Hna Grant had Hope. The Elders had Patience, and Knowledge. Man, I had forgotten how much I dislike talks. But it was cool for me to study it because I've been doing this Charity Project thing (trying to anyway) where I broke down Moroni 10:45 in order to improve my own charity. The approach I took for my talk was how developing charity is part of our baptismal covenant, and how it relates to "the greatest commandment in the law", and "the second" (see Matt 22:35-40). So that was fun. What was funny was this: in Hna Grant's talk she said, "no good talk is complete without a food analogy..." so in mine I said, "Since no good talk is complete without a food analogy..." [I related it to neopolitan ice cream] and then in Sunday School, the teacher, Brother H, began by saying, "Since I learned today that no good talk, and therefore no good lesson, is complete without a food analogy..." haha then later someone in class said, "I bet Christ used food analogies." Someone else, "He did, all the time." One of the Elders, "'I am the Bread of Life'." hahaha oh man. Hna Grant and I were cracking up.

So here's something that I realized this week that I love about my companion:

- she doesn't mind when I tell her that she does something that bothers me. We just get it out in the open, figure it out, and move on. and it's totally okay! I love it. So I've determined to be like that my whole mission, and then we can avoid a whole lot of miscommunication.

- in every single finding/teaching opportunity, she invites them to do something that will bring them unto Christ. Which is what we're supposed to do, so I'm beginning to get in the habit. It's awesome.

- we laugh together, and have fun. We may laugh at really stupid things that no one else things are funny or even mentionable, but we have a good time. One of our goals this week from companionship inventory was to "strive for joyous dignity" because we don't want to be silly but we don't want to be somber.

Funny story for the week: On Saturday, we were doing some tracting in this apartment complex called the Arbors, and we met this guy and asked if we could give him a card, he said sure. When we asked if he'd heard of the Book of Mormon, he said yeah, it was a great musical. (or something to that effect). So we were like, "well the book is even better!" Anyway, we asked if he had much faith in Christ and he said not anymore, so we asked why that was. his response: "Look, can we just skip this part so you can go and I can go?" Oh man. It was so funny.....he was super polite about it, so it was just comical. We asked him to at least look up the website on the card (mormon.org) and he said, "I promise". So weird. But so fun. Tracting: you meet the greatest people.

Now to more spiritual matters: so I made the goal to not mark the newest challenge Book of Mormon during personal study (because I'm trying to be better at studying for my investigators) but I still read the first challenge, so I've been reading recently in Alma, the war chapters. And because I love marking things, I came up with a scheme to mark more things during these chapters (remember, I'm marking for the Doctrine of Christ, the Atonement, and Missionary Work). Here is my cast for the war chapters in the Book of Mormon:

- Moroni = a mission leader (i.e. Assistant to the President, Zone Leader)

- Helaman = a mission leader (i.e. Zone Leader, District Leader)

- stripling warriors = missionaries serving under Helaman (as Zone or District Leader)

- the People of Nephi = members

- the Cities of the Nephites = converts/members

    - when the city is taken by the Lamanites = less-actives

- Pahoran = a ward/stake leader (i.e. Stake President, Bishop)

- Lamanites = Satan/opposition in general

So, the war chapters are pretty blue in my Book of Mormon...haha but it's really cool because it's actually SUPER applicable to missionary work. The chapter I read this morning, Alma 60, I related to trying to work with ward leaders. Sometimes we, as missionaries, feel like they're not supportive or anything and we're just going at it on our own, which is so much less effective. However, as we know, Pahoran was just dealing with his own problems. So, sometimes as missionaries, we don't see everything going on in the ward that the Bishop has to deal with. I mean, do we ever see everything going on? yeah, probably not. But yeah, so that's cool. I love the Book of Mormon.

Okay, is anyone doing the marking challenge? (other than Hermana Emily Israelsen) If not, at the very least I hope you all are reading the Book of Mormon....

Well, that's it for me. I love you all and I hope you're doing well. Can you believe it's February? Cause I sure can't. That means I've only got just over a year left on my mission. Now that is just insane, and totally not okay.

Con Todo Mi Amor,

Hermana DeBuck

6996 - washed the car today. we look so awkward (all the time)

6993 - I am just so buff that I ripped this jacket....

003 - one of our Bishops sent this to us. He's the greatest.

009 - one day, sitting in the car after talking to this lady who told us she keeps telling us not to come but we (missionaries) keep coming, and I saw this event, and the following conversation occurred, amidst roars of laughter; I was crying.

Trying to take a picture for Facebook, as it still had to do with Christmas, and I made a face at just the right moment....this basically exemplifies me, but I decided it was better not to put it on FB

Hna Grant had Chick-Fil-A for the first time. man, Canada is missing out....

There was this giant melting snow man for beer bottles as eyes...he looked like Jabba the Hut, so of course we had to take a picture.

Week 22: The Margins Are Weird and It Bothers Me, But I'm Lazy

5 Questions: 

1) About the boots, when I went to order the shorter, more traction boots--they didn't have then in a size 8.  How about these?  Will these work?  If you like them, I'll order then Monday. (Kamik Women's Vienna2 Boot)

2) If I am putting a little box together for you is there anything you would like me to include?  You haven't mentioned anything, really, so if you don't. you are at my mercy to send tings I think you 'll like.  Just saying.

3) How are your investigators progressing?

4) Do you even know why the ward has "trust issues" with the missionaries?  That is so weird to me.

5) Do you hear from anyone regularly besides me and Dad?  Just curious.

1. They didn't come in a size 7.5 did they? If not, no worries. Those look like they'll work just as well. Thanks momma. Also, I do hope you're using the Christmas money you and dad gave me. Because you should. Seriously. Do it. Okay? Okay.

2. Actually, if those white cap sleeve undershirts are still being sold at Costco (the brand says Heirloom), could you send me a couple? Mine are still wearable but I've got three from Down East that are just stretched out I think so they're a little difficult to work with. Oh, this may sound weird, but will you send me a little 3 ring binder from Deseret Book that says "Missionary Journal" on the front? The one I have right now is pink--and it's going to be bulgy pretty soon. Once I have filled it I'm going to send it home but I'll need another binder thing...I know, it's weird. But I've got more papers than will fit in the one binder well, so....yeah.  Did I tell you that missionary CD? I can't remember...sorry. Mi mente se fue...Also, I will probably be sending some stuff  home soonish because I don't want to have so much stuff to transfer with me...the problem is that I can't send winter stuff home because I'm going to need it again next winter, which is a little frustrating, but I'll deal  with it. One more thing regarding this, so I was debating about buying a suitcase that's bigger than the small one I've got because the small one is just barely too big to be a carry-on which means I could  have more room...(weight isn't my problem, it's space). But I wanted your opinion first. Plus, I'm not sure what I'd do with the small suitcase if I got a larger one to replace it... This isn't pressing or anything, but I was thinking that would help me out for transfers because last time I had two boxes of stuff that I can't just get rid of (study supplies and whatnot) but I don't wanna lug two extra boxes around the mission. Am I making any sense? I'm not sure... sorry.

P.S. What's the best way to send stuff home, specifically paper stuff? I know that weighs a lo and I'm not sure if it would be better to use a flat rate or just find a random box...

3. Well, currently we only have two progressing investigators (Angelina and Mary) and they both want to be baptized, but they've got a bit of a hold up--obviously, or they would've been baptized  already. Angelina just doesn't feel ready, though she basically is; we've taught her almost all of the lessons. She's so cute though. And then Mary was baptized before but had her name removed from Church records--through headquarters. So we're not exactly sure what needs to happen nor what is going to happen. So we're working with her and Bishop Eames (he's Australian) to get it figured out. All of our other investigators aren't technically progressing because they don't come to church. We've been going through the process of figuring out who is actually interested and who is just too polite to say no to us. That's something Hermana Grant is really good at. So it's a little sad to drop people, but I just have to keep telling myself that they're just not ready right now, but eventually they will be. President says there's a statistic from the Church that the average person hears the message six times and rejects it before accepting it.

4. No, I don't really know. Either no one actually knows or no one will tell us. Elders Campbell and Johnson told us what they know which is that there were issues with the meal calendar about a year ago because the Hermanas were just kind of doing their own thing and didn't really belong to anyone (or something like that) but still wanted to be fed which pulls from the Elders' meals so that's not
really fair and blah blah blah. I don't really know. It all seems a little strange but we've gotta deal with the ill effects either way.  Ah well. We met with Bishop Goodman this last week and had a good talk
about our role in his ward and what we can do to help, and our ward mission leader said Bishop sent an email that spoke favorably of us  and our meeting so it must've been a success. The problem is
(apparently) that we work in all the wards so we don't actually belong to anyone. So we're still figuring out what we can do for all of the wards, but since the sisters were taken out and all the wards have one set of Elders now, we have informed them all that we are more than happy to work with English people, specifically single sisters in the wards, less active or not, in order to built up Zion, as that is part of our calling as stated in Preach My Gospel. So the wards have pretty much embraced that and given us names of sisters to stop by, and we've already seen some success there, so that's really fulfilling. Brother Ames, one of our ward mission leaders, told us that his goal, or his vision, is just to get people in the Church in order to grow the wards--whether it's convert baptisms or  reactivation, it doesn't matter. And I feel the same way. Of course missionaries want to have baptisms, but bringing people to Christ is the ultimate goal.

5. Yes, Chris writes me every week, as well as Kate, pretty consistently. Marina and I have been emailing back and forth a bit because we're both pretty bad at writing letters. I've heard from Hermana Israelsen a few times too, so that's fun.

One question for Grandma and Grandpa Boomgaarden, do you remember an  Elder Lowe serving in Gilroy? One of the families in one of the wards, the Lowe's, their son comes home this Wednesday and he has served in Gilroy so just thought I'd ask.

So this week was really good for key indicators: we had seven member present lessons. Woohoo! We were thrilled with that. And, one of the standards of excellence is to have a member out with us every day and we had five of the seven--we would have had six out of seven except that because of the weather yesterday we weren't allowed to drive anywhere....but yeah! So that was awesome. And there was one day we had five or six lessons in one day. It was great. We really are seeing so many miracles here in Bloomington-Normal. It's fantastic.

So, funny story: in district meeting this last week, the Pontiac Elders led a discussion and did a practice about teaching the First Vision, and we talked about how Satan will do just about anything to
stop us from saying the First Vision because it invited the Spirit so strongly. So we were talking about experiences we've had with that--one was that just as they were starting, the dog walked into the
room, threw up, and walked out. haha oh man....too funny. The one I shared was that just as we were beginning to talk about Joseph Smith, the guy in the room who was asleep woke up and started ranting about something in Spanish but he's extremely hard to understand and then he was crying while ranting so he was even harder to understand. SO weird. haha but funny, looking back. haha.

Anyway, so then they did their practice, the Elders, and just as they were starting the First Vision, the church phone rang. No joke. So Elder Hamman, who was the investigator, "picked up" the phone (using his iPad) and pretended like he was on the phone--Elder Campbell responded in kind, using his
iPad, and they had a "conversation" on the phone. Afterwards, when we were talking about the practice, Elder Hamman thought Elder Campbell had called the church phone but he said he hadn't. Then, later, we did a big group practice and Elder Campbell volunteered to be the investigator (a 90 year old man named Gerald who "Just loves Jesus"....oh my) and just as we were starting the First Vision, someone called the Bloomington 1st Elders' phone--and Elder Campbell had it. hahaha. Oh my goodness. It was hilarious.... Satan is real! No joke. Oh man, it was such a funny district meeting. We have an awesome district. I admit, I thought it would be weird to be the only sisters, and it is, but it's also entertaining. But then, maybe it's just this group of Elders. haha either way, always a laugh, every week.

On Saturday we were going to put Angelina on date for 14 February but she told us she doesn't feel ready. After we talked about it for a bit, she told us to invite Jimmy ass well....so we did. haha his
response: I'd only be baptized in a warm month! So we ended up inviting him to pray about being baptized in July, which he said he'd do.

I've been practicing the piano a bit--no one in our district can play well enough for us to sing to--and I am seriously wishing I had stuck with it. I know, momma: you told me so. However, it's been fun to  play periodically (only about once a week because it's P-day). I hadn't realized how much I like it. I also put some sheet music on my iPad so I can play songs wherever I am--including the Mutual Theme Song for this year, "Embark". I was worried at first because it's 10 pages long but you basically play like 10 different chords the entire time. So it was actually pretty easy. Anyway, maybe  when I get back I'll be able to play the hymns well enough for people to sing to.

Yesterday, they cancelled/moved church so we just had sacrament meeting at 10; everyone was saying that we'd get 6-12 inches of snow basically overnight. Yeah, we got maybe 4", in the deepest
spots....but ah well. Hermana Grant and I walked to church, since we live 1.5 miles from the church (not kidding; 1.5 miles is accurate). But it was a fantastic testimony meeting. The youth had a Book of Mormon read-a-thon this weekend and so various youth, leaders, and parents bore testimony and shared stories from that. And, since we didn't have to be at the church super early, we got to do  personal study before church. I studied faith, and it was awesome because Brother Winsor bore his testimony about faith. Mm, it was so good. I love meetings like that.

Basically, being a missionary is the hardest thing I've done and I think it may be the hardest thing I ever do, but I wouldn't trade this experience for anything. I am learning so much--about the Gospel,
about people, about myself, about my Father in Heaven. SO MUCH. It hit me this week that January was ending, which means in one month it'll be March which means I've been a full-time missionary for 5 whole months. Excuse me?! Yeah, not cool.

Well, that's about it from me this week. I hope everyone is doing well. Oh, if you're reading the Book of Mormon and marking it according to this reading challenge I extended to ya'll, let me know. I wanna hear how it's going!

Con Todo Mi Amor,
Hermana DeBuck

Fotos:

 

This is what Normal, IL looked like at approximately 11:45 AM yesterday.

Walkin' home in the snow, of course we had to take a selfie, and of course I look like an eskimo.

 

Discovered these stickers on the desk I'm using; of course it used to belong to an Elder, but at least he had good taste.